Do you want a new chance in life, a new beginning, a "do over?" Well you can have it. "It is of the LORD's mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness." Lamentations 3:22-23
Call the Lord to your bedside. Surrender your will to Him and pray. Tell Jesus that you love Him, that you believe in Him, that you want Him to fix your life. Totally and completely let go and abandon yourself to His Will. Then sleep.
The dawn of a new morning is rich with symbolic renewal. The forces of darkness flee to the shadows at the onslaught of God's warm light. Birds renew their songs, flowers open, and all God's creatures celebrate the promise of a new day. How should you be different?
When you awake, know in your heart that the Lord is with you. Take those steps that you know are right, but do not fear to take those unknown steps which appear before you. Having faith means allowing Jesus to be your guide. He will show you the way.